Multiple Choice


Break from is "blip", what totally absorbed me :P Be back here when my english-inspiration will be back. Hope sooner than later. I know, it will be back. I am sure. Now I'm thinking about something else. Something in polish this time. And I have an Idea. Just don't know how to start. When I start, I'd write a blog adress here. See U.
Status: new inspirations
Song: "Silence" by Kurt Nilsen (memories are back....)
15.3.09 22:41


Moon of dreams

Over and ... we all need to get back to reality. I mean, not only me. You too. "Przepraszam bardzo, którędy na dno?" Seems like I know. It's easy.... And after you find it, you'll meet me there. Someone once said: "It's not over 'till it's over". Right. It's over, 'cause it's over. It's not over because it's not over, but it's over cause it's over. "I just can't forget that I used to fly". When you were by my side everything was so easy. Everything. And I had so much power. Where is it now? Where are you? Why you're not here? Like in the song: "i don’t know myself my glow isn’t strong enough to light up my way". And another part of the same song: "Just show me one sign, just tell me if everything is all right.I wanna feel that someone is watching me and really cares for me". You where there for me. And now? "Another minute....". Another minute without you. 
Status: take me back to the moon of dreams
Song: "In the end" by Kat deLuna

13.2.09 14:30

How you remind me

Again: “same mistakes, different time and different places”. Waiting for next Saturday. But this time won’t be as in the last year. Hope everything’s gonna be alright. Just be afraid of so many unfamiliar people. But it’s not that bad, I’ve just found out that there will be someone else I know. But before Saturday I still have a week in this village. And am already done. Four weeks is definitely much. Definitely too much. Two weeks is much, so four weeks is even “more” much. Ok and now let’s get to the subject of today’s note. It’s connected with someone who started to like me for someone I am not. And now I’m afraid of telling that’s not me. Why? ‘Cause I want him to still like me. But I need to tell he true, cause I want him to like me for me (“not for that someone I’ll ever be..”- as in the song). And I need to tell the true, cause if he found it out by himself he’ll definitely dislike me. And that’s not what I want. But I am afraid of telling the true. And now it’s not best time for me to think about it. 
Status: resigned 
Song: “Paparazzi” by Lady GaGa
22.1.09 22:02

Miles away

„Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything, but everything means nothing if I ain’t got you” … Good lyrics to start todays note. Some days are Better than others. Some days like today. Just a few words to makes someone happier, just one smile to make someone smile again. Some dreams become reality, some are fade away. But always you have to wake up. So it’s good to look at something familiar when you wake up after a long, long sleeping. Some people are leaders, some are just a followers. Sometimes you need to try something new to find your way. Sometimes you need to be different – for one day or for longer. And sometimes you need to be you. Even if it’s the first day when you’re a real you. Sometimes you smile without a reason and when seeing someone’s smiling back, you smile again. This time with a reason. There’re some days in your life when you want to give in. There’re some days when you doubt. Doubt at what you’re doing or doubt at yourself. But after that days you realize that there’s something more. And you realize, that you can move forward. Move forward to the life. To the life, which is waiting for you. Spinning round and waiting for you ‘till you get into a right train. And one day you do this. You choose the right train, the right way and the right side of you. You just get into this train. Alone or with somebody. With somebody who has never doubted at you. Even when you doubt at yourself. So the only thing for you to do is to let this person get into this train with you. And never let yourself to left this person. No matter if this person is close to you or far away. Just let this person be. And let him/her just be with you. 
Status: using m. risorius
Song: "Magic Ride" by Sarah Connor

9.1.09 23:50

Save me

Out of Power, faul wie immer. I wanna go home. Even too lazy to write this note. And I wanna go home. About yesterday – I’m not disappointed. Right, could be better, but it’s okay. It was only unpleasantness. And I wanna go home. Not because of that, of course. I only wanna go home. It’s only a week but seems like forever. But on the other hands I don’t want next Monday to be so soon. I just wanna go home. And seems like I lost all of my power. And I miss my childhood. I miss my city. And I wanna be there now. Did I mention that I wanna go home? And tomorrow – again – 2,5h with the worst subject ever. And worst educator (?) ever. Right, “educator” is inopportunely used word. Cause “educator” is someone who educate. I wanna go home. I just found my photos from December and I miss that time so much. Everything was so…easy. It was just “I go home tomorrow” and I really miss that time. 
And by the way, I wanna go home. 
Status: lazy
Song: “Ich bin Ich” by Lafee
8.1.09 19:19

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